difference

i wish it made a difference 

but you wouldn’t listen, you wouldn’t listen 

i’ll be okay in my own bed

cause you wouldn’t listen, you wouldn’t listen

be, only seventeen 

million miles away from me

be, only twenty-three

thousand dollars ahead of me 

let it heal, wish i could start 

but i didn’t listen, i didn’t listen 

i could feel, it drift away

cause i didn’t listen, i didn’t listen 

be, only certainly 

sure of what you did to me

be, only carelessly 

angry at that part of me 

angry at a part of me

that stuck around to give to you 

angry at a part of me

that left when it could not be true

i confess, i’ve given up

trying to be enough